She Whispers

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Hi, I'm Unknown. I am 19 and mixed. Currently attending UCI. I write - poetry, lyrics, rants and stories. Help me unravel my thoughts that are splattered across this page. ♡


Every single piece of bone in my body is slowly rotting as my insides are collapsing.



When you have a person that is willing to give you their all, don’t take them for granted and give them your all back. When you finally have someone who cares about you a lot, someone who is loyal, someone who will do anything and everything for you, take a step back and realize what you have. Because once they start to realize, you do not deserve any of that because you do not give it your 120%, they will start to give you less attention, less everything. So cherish what you have, it can be gone in a blink of a second.



Is it sad, that no matter how badly you treated me in the past, i’m willing to still be here for you at the end of the day.



You know what sucks, when you thought you finally found someone who could make you happy, but instead doesn’t.



Too many times have I encountered with the existence of temporary. It feels different and weird to see people you once knew living their lives perfectly fine without you. People who you’d thought would always be there by your side. The way you used to be so close. You used to talk everyday. You used to miss each other almost instantly. You used to share everything, you used to rely on each other, you used to be an important part of each other’s lives.

And now, it’s over. All the memories are there; however, now you barely talk. Now you barely know what’s going on in each other’s lives. Now you sometimes have conversations but you run out of things to talk about. You see pictures and notice how everything has changed. And it’s sad.

Maybe it’s happened to you before. When you lose a best friend, a love, or a family member all because of unexpected circumstances? Or a sudden disappearance without an explanation? I know for a fact that it’s happened to me. Numerous of times, and trust me, it hurts doesn’t it?

So how do we know that our current relationships will actually last? How do we know that our current bonds won’t be more than temporary? Well truth is, we don’t.  We can’t predict it. And that’s why sometimes, only sometimes, I feel as if nothing lasts forever in this world. Nothing.



I believe in long distance. I really do.

I believe that long distance relationships are the one’s worth fighting for if you genuinely like this individual. It’s also the toughest ones to go through. Who could have ever known that someone so far away can have such a huge impact on you. Some have met. Some have never met. Some started to develop feelings. Some fell in love. Some disappeared. What really interests me is how one fell in love, not because of their appearance or what their social status was, but through the endless conversations, talks, moments, the emotions etc etc. It amazes me how what the norm  perceives  expect to be impossible, can be possible. Because it can happen and it does.



And when I’m all alone, that’s when it hits me.



Why aren’t you trying as much as I am…



I miss you. I miss the good/old times and I know I can’t have them back. You know that we can’t bring those memories back, but we can make new ones that’ll be more amazing than they were in the past because I know I can’t have those moments with anyone else but you…