I miss you. I miss the good/old times and I know I can’t have them back. You know that we can’t bring those memories back, but we can make new ones that’ll be more amazing than they were in the past because I know I can’t have those moments with anyone else but you…
And along the way, I had forgot to love myself. I was selfless for too long. I did as much as I can to make you happy that I forgot how to make myself happy. Why make someone else your priority when they make you feel like you’re not even theirs? You pushed me away, when I wanted nothing but to show you that I cared and loved you and it was my way of showing it. You pushed me away and you’re saying I did. Lol.
Our love is like waiting on a train station. Waiting on these tracks hoping it’d change it’s course. I’m trying not to pretend like it won’t happen again and again like that. You made me happy baby, love is crazy. So amazing but its changing, rearranging. Our love fell off the track and now i’ll be jumping trains.
Recently I have been feeling lost and alone. I am not quite sure which direction my life is going in, and it is something that I am trying to figure out. I am tired of feeling hurt and sad. I wish someone would show me that they do care, and I wish that somebody was here for me right now.